忍！

今天这篇很短罢了~
就是，
我，
可以什么都不要紧，
我，
可以什么都不说，
我，
可以装作没关系，
但，
请不要太过火！
每个人的忍量都有个限度！
我什么都可以忍！
但如果你选错我要发火的时间，
别说什么，
你也找已被我的火烧死了！
尤其是我差不多M了，
有很多东西要忙，
已经差不多忍不住的时候给我弄这样的东西！
我不是要在这发泄，
只是在告诉大家，
忍，
也是有个度的！
人，
也是会发火的！
不要跟我一点点就在那边吵到半死！
再给我遇到我决不饶你！
连感恩都不会的人，
以后在社会别说吃苦，
吃饭都成问题！
不为自己积点口德也为关心你的人想想吧！



cherish goh珍惜……
8:58pm
28 April 2011

真的不适合……

我看我是不能撑下去了……
我真的很尽力，
很尽力的去配合大家，
我总是默默的在做个开心果，
可是……
真的很累~
我不是轻易放弃，
只是可能我们真的不适合当那种很好的吧~
普通的还算可以。
看来，
我就做个平凡人，
独行女侠！（哈……）
我只想要开心，
希望我能……
我能的！！！！


cherish goh珍惜...
11:48pm
27 April 2011

today went to school in de morning..
sit alone in bus as usual..
see my view~
all just so nice~
then start my class,
haha!
i learn maths today in B.Programming!
i Love it so much as it's my favourite!
maybe her method of teaching bit blur n boring,
i nearly fall asleep..
then de next class is english for mc,
i m not ready to de homework..
n met gino wanna go gym room..
then i go to class
realise many ppl like me too not yet complete
n i just found that de ans can be founded in text book==
n then we formed a group to do presentation
me, ying xiu, chai leng, mei ying n sim yi.
after that is stiill early,
i chat with josephine,
then back to hostel.
i draw de tv board,
sleep for over 2 hours,
n plan to jog but not successful,
cz everyone no mood except me,
so just walk there to ask for interview in wang chao~
de ppl there is jz like mr.bao!
haiz...n we wait for lotz min still don wanna interview us,
so we straight go to sushi king which plan earlier
when we reached there saw a dragon line!!!
so change to laoyouguigui eat lo~
nice also~
after that go to buy bread for tomoro breakfast!
n then bak~
talk wif mom,
chat wif 4 of us~~
bla bla bla..
nite!



cherish goh
27 april 2011
12:36am

useless?!

maybe i dont have enough experience on it somehow i met someone who was not serious in relationship make today's me...i am so fast to care each other and take long time to cure, something can replace something so fast!
why?
why i am this kind of person?
and how can i change this kind of behavior?
who can teach me, please..?
feel suffer to have this kind of thinking~
i wish i could settle it by my own and learn from the uncle...
patronic first then after mature going to relationship.
i care too much in this catagory~
if he is yours, he is;
but if he is not, you wanna keep him around also cannot,
so, don't be too care bout it,
you are deserved to have a good guy to take care of you.
remember!
not yours then not yours, cannot change;
but it will come,
no need to worry, really..
please believe on your own that you can!
YOU CAN DO IT!

cherish goh
20 April 2011
12:41a.m.

故事vs真实。

看过了那么多的故事，
不论是友谊还是爱情，
都是真实世界上所没有的……
曾经我十分相信这种所谓友谊，
所谓爱情，
都会在现实中出现……
但时间久了，
渐渐地对这些没有信心，
也开始觉得，
我，
也太单纯了吧？
曾几何时多么渴望的友情，
可能已经得过了，
但一次次的受伤也不好受，
虽然心淡了，
真的很淡了，
但还是想有一个……
知心的朋友一个就够，
可惜的是我暂时未找到；
而对于爱情，
有过一段似像非像的爱情，
或者说不是真的爱情会比较实际一些~
是因为未接触过而不懂得经营，
还是被人耍了也不知道呢？
我不懂也不想懂！
反正一切都已成过往啦~
但是见到面是否还能变朋友？
正确的答案我觉得我会在我稍微再成熟一些才给自己一个交代……
目前可能也对此有所恐惧，
才会一直落空吧？
在故事里，
男女主角大多都会有个死党之类的，
然后那完美的结局，
多让人羡慕啊~
就这一点给了人们希望，
业绩与失望了。
现实往往就是那么的残酷！
我们还是一切随缘，
踏踏实实的过生活吧！
时时提起精神！
加油加油加油！！~~


cherish goh珍惜……
17 April 2011
04:02a.m.

喜欢你，很累……

到目前为止还没确定的弄清自己的感觉，
我不懂是否真的喜欢上你了，
但我能确定的是，
天天都想看到你，
期待你回的信息，
不喜欢你冷落我，
想和你有说不完的话，
看见你的踪影时不敢去接近你，
虽然不很帅但就有种特别的感觉，
总错觉得你和我的想法一样，
以为你也对我有好感，
以为你只对我好，
但原来你对大家都好、甚至更好，
有时会很想念你，
会偷偷看你，
但却不敢叫你，
超爱和你聊，
多想有多一些在一起的时间，
想在雨天时出现太阳，
一切的一切都是因为你！
从没对一个男生这样过，
才明白原来所谓暗恋还真可悲……
这些感觉都是因为我喜欢你，
但对于你，
我一窍不通，
不清楚你想什么，
真正喜欢什么，
全都不懂！
是否真的只把我当妹看待？
我想知道，
但，
勇气还是躲得远远地，
不愿意出来，
那我永远都不能知道答案吗？
我不会甘心的，
一旦我确定了自己的感受是正确时，
我会告白！
一定！
不论什么答案都好，
多痛都好，
至少……
我知道了。
希望我不要再为这而烦了，
真的希望……



cherish goh珍惜……
16 April 2011
4:43a.m.

really my black day...

today, after morning class, i suddenly feel very down and very moody...
just like don't wanna speak with anyone,
then i go to english library to search for the international shoe festival malaysia2011
which need to be paste on the board of mass communication society...
i don't know whether i found the right things?just that i feel like everything is just similar..so i took some of the website and try to read it.
but, i read nothing as our college line is slow, so i just save it inside my pendrive and plan to search it again tonight(now..)
but still, feeling down now!!!i think maybe the relationship matter and some assignment discussion just like a mountain, i know if it's really work in the society maybe i have no time for my blog too, so i am luckier now.
maybe for everyone i am just an ordinary person, and i admit that,
YES, i am.
BUT, i am also a serious guy k?
please take care bout my feeling, please, i am also a human, and i am a girl!
a fragile heart girl!
maybe my existence is none, but the truth is, I AM REALLY THERE!!!!
i don't wish to see a Down Cherish Goh again!
please!
i promise myself, new morning, no worries!!!!!


CHEER UP!CHERISH GOH YOU CAN DO IT!


by,
cherish goh
11.02p.m.
14 April 2011
Black Valentine(

today, i ate lemon again..

it's not the first time i ate lemon..
but it's the first time i seriously dress up and prepare..
but it's leaves falling down....
my contract had been rejected..
feeling so sad, really..
but i must be tough!
i must be strong!
i know i can~
surely i can if i really made up my mind!
so start from now i wanna face everything equally!
and don't be easily influenced!
SMILE!~~

cherish goh,
1:16am
06 April 2011