Wednesday, August 24, 2011

haiz..emo again~

today is the second school day, but i am still not in mood!
i don feel like wanna mix with ppl,
expecially which my batch!
i donno why?
is it my problem o them?
i think is my problem...
feeling sad n upset today><
i cried infront of someone i trust,
really feel,
where is my fault?
m i deserve this?
why don i try to mix?
but when i see some of their pattern i already don feel like wanna go near,
what to do!!!><
i must solve it!
who can teach me what to do please?
i really wish to have friends~
not to say many but,
at least one or two who can always be with me,
be my gang,
can?
i don wan someone "fren" with me just ask for something when they need,
although it might be de human nature..
please..
tian gong yeye,guanyin pu sa~
i know maybe i m ugly n not good in conversation.
i might not be the special one,
but i can be who being cherish,
right?

cherish.cherish
24august2011
11:53pm

Saturday, August 20, 2011

friendship..

this few days,
my mind keep thinking bout our friendship,
is it too fragile?
m i look it too heavy d, or you just let it be what it gonna be?

i really think of all de possibility of what u r really think of!!
BUT,
what i read in your blog is just because a small matter,
you break our 6 years friendship!
why?
why you wanna do so?
why you are so cruel,
so cruel to break our friendship?

do you ever think of my feeling?
you just judge everything before it being check!
what are we?
WHAT IS OUR FRIENDSHIP REALLY IS?
ha...i think is just a dried leave...
just flying naturally with wind blowing...

now, i know,
you wanna make things over,
fine,
i will follow what you want,
just that,
if you can give me a reason,
or,
a meet up to explain everything,
i would!
and i willing to explain n listen to what you wanna say,
i know you are already misunderstand what happened between us,
but why don't you give our friendship a chance?
6 years!
how long is it?
how many people can maintain their good friendship until so long period,
mostly, NO!

haiz...
forget bout it,
it's over,
as u say bye to our friendship n RIP~
I WILL DO SO!



cherish: RIP, our dearly 6 years friendship,
I appreciate it, and goodbye!
good luck for you, let me call you lastly, my BEST friend!
9:56pm
20august 2011

Monday, August 1, 2011

原来开始难,结束更难……

我在想,
我到底有没有爱过你?
答案是……
有!
真的有,真的……
但是否男生都一样?
还是应该说,
男生都会在热恋期对你特别好,
特别体贴,
过了热恋期就会变到不一样了呢?
我其实真的很怕,
伤害……
也知道,
每个人都会怕,
只是看怕到什么程度罢了~
我看,
如果再遇到呢,
那……
我应该会停很久了~
会先为自己打拼,
创一番事业后再打算了~
虽然我遇到的不是最好的,
但我的回忆是很珍贵的~
也希望我们还有朋友做咯……^^
一起为未来加油吧!~~

cherish珍惜
05August2011
3:11am